tranquilo, toro.

tonight was a very much needed break from the stresses of maribel, the anorexic professor. she takes her anger and life frustrations out on me. it's ok, maribel. you're cranky because you're hungry. i forgive you.

we hung out at the waterfront. some side street overlooking the palm trees and the rio while having our very first botellón aquí.

it was pretty b/c we were facing the water and could see across the river all the lights and music coming from the nightlife. afterward, we went to a bar that was filled with people representing all countries but spain. go figure.



the music was horrid, but such is calle betis and we worked with what we had. this 30 y/o dom grabbed me and kissed me. i cannot seem to get away.

why couldn´t one of the hawt frenchies mack on me?

le sigh.

i used to feel ambivalent toward meeting new people b/c enjoying someone's company and then never seeing them again made me sad. but the book i'm reading says we should practice loving, and the best way to do that is to give our time and attention to others. b/c time is something we can never get back and so essentially we are giving up part of ourselves to them. so yeah, perhaps we will never see each other again, but at least we had tonight.

and it was a good one, yeah?